doubtful. 
it makes me wonder.. what if it was all a mistake..?
it's either this or that.
.. but maybe sometimes life isn't so black and white.
i'm not convinced, though.  if you want something, then you want it.  whether or not you settle for it doesn't change that THAT was what you had initially wanted.
we make up grey areas to compensate for the rest.
so maybe life is black and white..
no more excuses. 
this or that.

ihateschool. ihateschool. ihateschool.
too bad that doesn't make anything better.  only kids in college would be forced to pull all nighters to complete never-ending piles of school work.
and to what use will i make of this night-owl routine i've become accustomed to living? 
probably nothing.
wtfuckk.  UGHH.

irritation comes so much more easily now than it used to..
does that make me old and senile?
extremely intolerant.

i don't think i'd hate the rain quite so much, if only i had some rain gear to keep me warm throughout the day.
i plan on going shopping for some rainboots and maybe a raincoat soon.
money's so easy to spend when you can just charge it now, and worry about the bill later.
-____x

not faring any better than before.
21 units can kiss my ass. >=[
can't wait for the weekend..  imissyou.

time goes by so fast. i can't believe when this thing started, we were just 15? 16? something like that